Hush!: My Last Day

Saturday, December 30, 2006

My Last Day

It was my last day of internship today. I have just completed my assessment presentation for GM, mentor and sup. What a great relief yesterday!

This assessment presentation was freaking me out totally as I was assessed by "big shot" of the "big company". Cant feel anymore nervous than any other presentations I have done before. But glad that it all turned out well except for a "gap" which my GM and mentor wanted me to close up. This "gap" was deterimental to my future career. And my sup really wanted me to close up the "gap" well...

I have come so far... from the moment I tried for a company which i thought i could have slim chance of getting into, doing something different from chemical eng... It took me so much courage. I am so glad I tried... I know if i dont try, i would never has the chance. Even if i fail, i should bear no regrets. Thank god I managed to be accepted into the company. When i know i got the internship, i was thrilled and i was jumping madly in front of my mum despite feeling sick from chicken pox.

However, i was uncertain at one point of time if i made the right decision to take up something different from my discipline. What if i have nothing to write in my report? What if i got a bad grade for my IA? What if I lost touch with engine totally? There's so many what-ifs... I was glad that things turned out better than expected. I totally fell in love with what I am doing and absolutely took pride in what I have accomplished. It has been a wonderful 6 months. Nice colleagues, great (and very loud) sup, interesting project, undeniably good allowance... what more can i ask for? (maybe a job later on.. hehe)

Today was my last day. Some of them give me a great big hug, shake my hands and it almost brought tears to my eyes. It has been so long that i felt this way... I was terribly touched. I was controlling my tears .. of cos. it would be damn silly to cry in front of my sup... hehe. I bought him cufflinks. As i know he gets bored during meetings and then itchy hand go touch other people's stuffs, i got him a set of cufflinks for him which he can play.. (cufflink is like some mini game) with. hehe. The more he talked to me, the more i bu she de him... and the place. muahaha... oh he also organised a farewell lunch for me at Jack's Place which quite a few people attend. Surprise surprise... my GM was there.

Now i must think of how to fill up "the gap" and send an email to my mentor and GM. My future rice bowl deps on this email now. >.<

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